Don't go, i can't do this on my own.

My name is Natasha im 14, i do not promote self harm or any disorders. I have a gorgeous boyfriend called zak. He's my life. I wish i was just happy, normal, i am messed up, i just need someone to talk to, but no one is ever there, i am horrible to poeple because of my mind and how i work, i am so sorry to everyone who i am horrible to, jasmine kelly, i am sorry it isn't my fault. ... but yeah may be triggering.....
apart from that i listen to bring me the horizon, lostprophets, slipknot, asking alexandria, flyleaf, bullet for my valentine, my chemical romance, black veil brides, motionless in white, dead by april, the nearly deads, mest, paramore, alesana, disturbed, escape the fate, fit for rivals, falling in reverse, evanescence, peirce the veil, i am ghost, three days grace, madina lake, attack attack! parkway drive, you me at six, nivarna, system of a down, the devil wears prada, killswitch engage<3 and more!

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Anonymous asked: I saw your thing about showering with your boyfriend and I just wanted to ask how it felt? Me and my girlfriend have always talked about showering or bathing together but I hate my body and I don't want to embarrass myself or make her feel uncomfortable

Well i tell you what, it took me a hell of courage to go through, but you just have to trust their love. Go for it. You wont regret it mostly.






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“you shouldn’t be depressed, people have it worse than you”

finally, after years of searching, the person with the worst life ever is found. formally, they are granted permission to be sad. but only them. only they have earned it. no sads for anyone else at all ever

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Have you ever been so sad that you can’t even cry you just sit there and think about how sad you are

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